My Alter Name Is:
AELLA SAUDADE
meaning
WHIRLWIND IN THE DEEP SOUL OF RENDING SADNESS
These Names Were Chosen By My Mama
My Alter Name Is:
AELLA SAUDADE
meaning
WHIRLWIND IN THE DEEP SOUL OF RENDING SADNESS
These Names Were Chosen By My Mama
I have tried to be open and transparent about my Bipolar and any other disabilities I have or may have.
I do this in hopes that my story may help someone else.
That being said, I have decided to name my alter egos.
I say egos because when I'm MANIC I'm bouncing off the walls.
But when I am depressed, I mainly get tired.
It's harder to tell when I'm depressed than when I'm manic. I think this is because of the Cerebral Palsy may age and the natural state I'm in, I'm already at that level where it's hard to distinguish between depression and the level that my disability has me at.
That's why I want to name my alter egos. One name should be spunky and upbeat. The other name should be gravely and harsh.
I'm open to suggestions. Comment below.!.
Before I go any further, I owe my Mama a HUGE apology for all those times I wouldn't let her sleep!!! I love to sleep; like I could s...