Happy New Year!
The holidays are officially behind us and unfortunately, I suffered some mental episodes. I am highly embarrassed by this.
One of the things about my mental illness is that I truly believe that these episodes will never happen again. I try to convince others of this too.
You can only promise people something so many times before they stop believing you.
It's not so much they stop believing you as it is the fact that they stop getting their hopes up that you will change.
They are protecting themself from getting hurt again. (I truly never realized this before I wrote this sentence.)
People have a hard time understanding themselves, let alone understanding others.
Sometimes, most times, I see where others are trying to protect themselves as them rejecting me.
This is when I need to run, lock myself in my prayer closet and stay there until GOD has strengthened me again.
Be patient for my next blog, I may be in there for a while.😊🥺
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